ohhh cali

this past thursday was 19 months with tory and i. that was pretty exciting!! we told me that i could go to school with him for his film appreciation class. we watched 'dead man' with johnny depp. it was pretty interesting. it really made me miss going to film classes, watching movies, talking about them and taking notes. i really never thought i would miss school, lol. what have i become?! it was a lot of fun. his teacher was super cool too and told me to come back next week, hahaha. i thought that was funny. afterwards it was scott's birthday, so we went to the bar by their school. their teacher, joel, scott, and tory took shots for scott's bday. i just sat back and enjoyed the company. they were hilarious. i didn't drink, so i could drive tory and i home and be able to get up and go to work in the morning! it was a really fun night.

friday was a lot of fun too. we went to this restaurant right by the san fran giants baseball stadium and were able to surprise scott! it was nice to meet some of his friends, they were really nice and funny! one of them grew up probably less than a mile away from me, so that's really funny! small world!! i think scott had a good birthday!

saturday tory and i didn't too much, which was nice. it's always nice to have both saturday and sunday off! we did make an exxxxxxtremely good dinner! we went to the mexican market and picked up a bunch of stuff. we made a mexican scramble with eggs, serrano peppers, onion, chorizo, tomatos, pepper jack cheese, black beans and i think that's about it? then we got some bag chips that taste just like a mexican restraunts chips that they give you! and we got some salsa that was amaaaaazing. it was a very good dinner. we were stuffed!

sunday was nice. tory went to a play with the boys-joel and scott. i think he had a good time despite the fact that it was bad. i hung out with my roommate kyle. he just broke up with his girlfriend, so he was pretty upset. we went to the park and kicked around a volleyball, threw the frisbee around and read for a bit. it was a nice day to spend outside! it was a really nice weekend!!

this weekend is going to be pretty crazy with it being the USC game. i know tory is excited for it. he's pumped to be able to get to go to a cal game! i'm glad that i'm able to help him out! i should be able to hang out with them (tory, steve, and phil) once it hits half time, so that will be nice. i'll be able to get them some food too! so that will be cool too! hopefully it won't be too stressful.

work has been sorta hectic today, like it always is on mondays. we're short about $200 for some reason, some money got misplaced from the weekend games, so that's not good. and the volleyball game on friday was a mess, so we're trying to work it out. ohhh well. at least i'm not crazy stressed out!! i hope everyone is doing great!! love and miss you all!!

TICKET!!!!!!

i just booked my xmas ticket home!!!!! whoo hooooo!!!!! i'll be home from dec 14-26!!!!!!!! i can't wait!!!!!!!!!

gooooooood

well, everything is like back to normal at work. so that's awesome. yesterday work was really slow and nice and just soooo much better than it's been the past couple weeks. it's really nice to just have some time to do nothing.. hahhaa. things with me and tory are good so that's nice. we had a GREAT friday with caitlin. she told me that she approved.. haha. how could she not?! saturday was equally as good. it's just nice to spend some days doing nothing with tory. it's relaxing and i think he likes it equally as much. we went and saw the informant with scott. it was pretty funny. we then went to tory's school and he showed me some clips to the episodes that they've been working on that i haven't seen yet. they looked awesome. i don't see how they couldn't get picked up by a production company or something when these episodes get out. they are so awesome, hilarious and just amazing. i'm so proud of tory :) he's worked so hard on these episodes and i really think it's going to pay off. sunday was a good day as well. we got a loooooot of stuff done. went and did laundry. the laundry place was ridonkulously expensive though.. one of the washers tory used was $4.50! oh well. life in california. after we got done with laundry we came back to tory's and i helped tory put his house back in order, move things back in place from where they had been out of place because of the shoots they did. so it was nice to get some cleaning done! then i ironed about 8 shirts, half tory's and half mine. ironing always takes forever! but it was fiiiiiiine, i don't mind doing it and i like my boyfriend to look sharp! after that we didn't have much time before heading to san fran for the "these united states" show. scott was nice enough to get tory tickets for both of us for his birthday! we went by bart so we wouldn't have to deal with traffic and parking. once we got off the bart however, tory acted like he knew where we were going and we walked about 15 minutes in the wrong direction, so that was sorta funny. i was like, this doesn't look right and i don't even know where we're going.. lol. soo we turned around and eventually got to the right place! we went on a hunt for some food though and found this awesome mexican place. it was realllllly good. i got a fajita burrito that had chicken, red peppers, onion, black beans and rice in it. i've never had a burrito like that but i really liked it and it was good. tory got a super burrito that had guacamole in it. he was very happy. we got to the show and there were two openers, one was a chick that sang, had a drummer and a celoist. they were good. then there was this guy band that had like 6 members, they were very entertaining. most of them played two instruments which was very impressive. they were a good band. then "these united states" came on, they were very good and entertaining as well. i really love live music. the venue was really cool too, it was in a basement and had a nice long bar, a pool table. it was big, which was nice and there weren't too many people. so it wasn't crazy crowded or anything. being there made me really miss 'the dame' the bar that tory and i went on our first outing together. so it was nice to be there because it made all of those first date feelings fly back and it made me reallllllly happy that tory and i did the distance and are now finally together again! :) he makes me happy. well i hope everyone is doing good! love and miss you all!!!!!!

A GOOD DAY!!!!

soooo i finally had a good day today!! whoo hoo!!! finally! my first good work day in two weeks, i think things will start to get a little better now that we have a few breaks between some games. that makes me verrrrrry happy. one of the guys i work with told me that i was doing a really good job today and that i was way better than the last administrative assistant, smarter because i caught on to things so quickly, so that was really nice to hear. but he also told me that i would probably only get a couple of days off for xmas break :( hmph. i'm going to have to figure out what i'm going to do about that. but he also said that i should be able to take some time off during the summer so i think that will be nice. i guess we will see what happens.

i've been so stressed out this and last week and i have been taking it out on tory and it's been horrible. i feel like the worst girlfriend ever. :( i made his lunch this morning though and put a note in there for him, so .. i'm trying to do better. stupid pms. like last night i was working out and he called me to ask me if i wanted to go to dinner and i was working out so i told him that i would be done in like an hour so i would call him when i got out of the shower. well i rushed home, took a really fast shower, got ready in like five minutes and then i called and texted him for the next hour and he didn't reply to any of my texts or phone calls so i got sooooo mad. so stupid of me. so he calls like an hour after he said that he would come pick me up and explains to me that he fell asleep and didn't hear any of my phone calls. i was still so mad. i really need to get better at not getting mad over the dumbest and littlest crap. but we ended up having a nice night once i got over it and stopped being dumb. at least i know i'm being dumb. that's a good start!

this weekend will be nice. i'm really looking forward to having saturday and sunday off. it will be glooooooorious. caitlin is gonna come to berkeley sometime tomorrow evening to go out to dinner w/tory and i. that will be nice. so now tory will have met like 5 of my friends. sorta ridonkulous. slowly but surely.

well i hope you all have great weekends! miss and love you all!!

heyroah.

i'm doing better. i'm still stressed out and not feeling 100% but i'm doing okie dokie. i had a nice day off yesterday. a girl from home, caitlin, is in town so i was able to show her around san fran and berkeley yesterday. it was a good day. i'm excited to have this weekend off. that will be soooo nice. and next weekend too for that matter! i have a lot of work to do today, but my boss isn't in the office to tell me what to do, not that he knows how to do it anyway. i don't get it. today he asked me if i knew how to print off this payroll sheet that people sign showing that they got their checks or whatever and i said no, and he still didn't show me how to do it. so weird and annoying! rawr! i just need someone to sit down and show me how to do these things once so i don't have to bug them all the darn time. grrr. hopefully they will start showing me how to do these things that i ask of them! well, i hope everyone is doing good. miss and love you all!

jenn

i hope next week is better. this week has been horrible. one thing after another of just crap. i need a break. i think i'm getting depressed and sick and just blah because this job is eating me alive. i'm not in a good mood anymore. hmph. i'm upset. i just want to be happy.

:(

so yesterday was the worst day that i have ever had at a job. it was horrible and it went on all day. my boss yelled at my on and on for not getting this whole accounting side of the job. well, guess what? it's not my fault that the stupid lady in san fran wasted my time for an entire week. she taught me NOTHING. like seriously, NOTHING and my boss just yells at me for it. he expects me to know how to do everything and is so freaking stupid because he doesn't even do ANYTHING!!!!!!! i'm so annoyed with this job now. i feel like i have so much stuff to do and not enough time to do anything. i had such a horrible day yesterday that today i am sick. i cried like non stop once i got home. and today isn't any better. this is so stupid. i'm so pissed off that they sent me to san fran to do training when they should have just sent me to arizona state where they have been doing all of this accounting stuff for us for years. DUH. like god, they are so stupid. it pisses me off to no end. i seriously have so much stuff to do that i don't even know where to start, i don't know what i'm supposed to be doing anymore. i just want to cry and to not come back to this stupid job. yesterday i had to enter this information into this stupid program and my boss is like "that's not the right numbers that you need to be typing in" and it's like.. okay??? HE SENDS ME DOCUMENTS WITH NOTHING IN THE BODY, JUST ATTACHMENTS AND HE EXPECTS ME TO KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEM. like what the hell?!!? since when do i know how to do this job?!?! like i'm so annoyed with everything right now and i'm so pissed because i'm getting sick just when today is tory's birthday :( hmph. tory was great yesterday though. he came and picked me up from work and brought me some cheesecake. he was a really good listener and listened to me vent and cry. he's a really good boyfriend. i hope we can have some fun tonight for his birthday. he deserves it. i don't know if i'm ever going to get this job without the right effing training. i can't believe they are throwing all of this stuff at me right in the middle of effing football season. it's like they are trying to kill me and make me sick. i can't wait until it's sunday. i'm not looking forward to this stupid football game on saturday either. i'm fed up with this job right now. i really wanted to walk out yesterday and just not come back, but i need the damn job. i just wish they would have sent me to stupid arizona state when i was doing nothing! like seriously.. it makes sense to send me to the school where they are already doing all of our accounting. gah. i'm so annoyed with this job :(

1 gameday down, 5 more to go!

well yesterday went pretty well. i had some chaos at the beginning with getting my station set up and everyone bombarding me at one time was a little overwhelming, but everything turned out okie dokie, so that's good! i only had breakfast at like 10am which consisted of 1 egg and a piece of toast and then i didn't eat again until like 8pm. i was hungry. i didn't have to stay late so that was even better. my boss told me that i could leave at halftime so i split out of there! one of the old npo coordinator chicks was nice enough to come and help me out, so that was really nice. if she hadn't been there i think i would have gone crazy. there were just so many groups and a lot of them were new, so i would have to like show them where their stands were.. it was just sorta a mess. but oh well, i think it worked out okie dokie. i'm just glad that the first game is over with! it sorta sucks though that i have to go into work tomorrow. hmph. there is another game this upcoming weekend so my boss wants to be sure that i have everything ready for round two. i don't think it should be a problem, but i have a bunch of things that i need to get done next week that concerns the other half of my job. hmph. well maybe i can take tuesday or wednesday off. tuesday is tory's birthday, so i'm getting pumped about that! i hope he has a good one!!

today has been a nice day off. tory dropped me off at my place so he could go into school and get some work done. i decided to go and work out since i didn't work out friday or saturday. sooo i got something accomplished! haha. tory said he'd be done at 3 and it's now 3:40.. so i guess i'm going to take a nap! hope everyone has a good labor day!! love and miss you all!!