:(

so yesterday was the worst day that i have ever had at a job. it was horrible and it went on all day. my boss yelled at my on and on for not getting this whole accounting side of the job. well, guess what? it's not my fault that the stupid lady in san fran wasted my time for an entire week. she taught me NOTHING. like seriously, NOTHING and my boss just yells at me for it. he expects me to know how to do everything and is so freaking stupid because he doesn't even do ANYTHING!!!!!!! i'm so annoyed with this job now. i feel like i have so much stuff to do and not enough time to do anything. i had such a horrible day yesterday that today i am sick. i cried like non stop once i got home. and today isn't any better. this is so stupid. i'm so pissed off that they sent me to san fran to do training when they should have just sent me to arizona state where they have been doing all of this accounting stuff for us for years. DUH. like god, they are so stupid. it pisses me off to no end. i seriously have so much stuff to do that i don't even know where to start, i don't know what i'm supposed to be doing anymore. i just want to cry and to not come back to this stupid job. yesterday i had to enter this information into this stupid program and my boss is like "that's not the right numbers that you need to be typing in" and it's like.. okay??? HE SENDS ME DOCUMENTS WITH NOTHING IN THE BODY, JUST ATTACHMENTS AND HE EXPECTS ME TO KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEM. like what the hell?!!? since when do i know how to do this job?!?! like i'm so annoyed with everything right now and i'm so pissed because i'm getting sick just when today is tory's birthday :( hmph. tory was great yesterday though. he came and picked me up from work and brought me some cheesecake. he was a really good listener and listened to me vent and cry. he's a really good boyfriend. i hope we can have some fun tonight for his birthday. he deserves it. i don't know if i'm ever going to get this job without the right effing training. i can't believe they are throwing all of this stuff at me right in the middle of effing football season. it's like they are trying to kill me and make me sick. i can't wait until it's sunday. i'm not looking forward to this stupid football game on saturday either. i'm fed up with this job right now. i really wanted to walk out yesterday and just not come back, but i need the damn job. i just wish they would have sent me to stupid arizona state when i was doing nothing! like seriously.. it makes sense to send me to the school where they are already doing all of our accounting. gah. i'm so annoyed with this job :(